I’m feeling weird.

It’s been 18 weeks since we started this MKMMA journey and my ego is kicking and screaming.  The mind shifts are still something that have to be consciously done – sometimes.  I can get through the Mental Diet for several days at a time now, which is huge given the fact that a few weeks ago it was a daily struggle.  It really was.

But I can’t remain the same.  I know the truth now and I can’t go back.  I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.

The question of the week was “What am I pretending not to know?”.  Ouch.  I’m not good at confrontations, especially when it’s ME confronting ME.

My Sensei tells me all the time that I am powerful beyond measure.  I pretend not to know that because then I can be mediocre and average and blame all kinds of things for that.  But I know the truth.  I was born for greatness.  I try to hide from it all the time, but it finds me.  Like Jonah hiding from God.  He finds me.

The cement is coming off.